astheniatheant

Been raining quite a bit recently and I'm hoping for a sunny day tomorrow, intending to venture of to the unknown of old East Coast Park. Just feel like doing something relaxing before the school semester start, five more weeks after this two weeks of holiday vacation till i graduate. It's just too insanely fast don't you think? This running nose is irritating.

Oh well, as we get older i guess time seem to sneak by without you even noticing. Either that or the World is coming to an End!

Which reminds me, you guys should catch " The Day The Earth Stood Still" good movie, I won't say great because the ending is kind of a bummer. Wish there was more to it at the end.

Note to self: I'm irritating. Got that trait since Secondary School I guess.. I know I am.

Oh! bloody monkey City Music offering a freaking Sale! Expected it, they had the exact same sale last year but i did not expect the price of the distortion pedal to be slash by also half! Gonna drop by there to check it out if there is time tomorrow. : D

Happy Birthday Love, Thank you for the love you showered me : ) 14-December-2008.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SAKINAH BINTE KHALID SHUKUR.

youknowiloveyou

Aliff

This is going to be a little morbid.

I just found out that my childhood friend mom, Hadi's mom passed away. Apparently she passed away going home from work, like suddenly collapse and Hadi was in camp when it all happen. She was all he had and now he is living all by himself in his flat.

Just imagine the only person you have left, the only person you can call as family, is gone. THAT'S FREAKING SAD LA.
I was shell shock when he told me, because she was around my mom's age. She took care of me and my brother once is a while when we were younger, when me and Hadi stayed in the same, Ang Mo Kio Ave 3 Block 211. I knew Hadi since primary one.

I can't imagine how he is handling this. Can't imagine how he is going to cope. I pray and hope he will stay strong.

Idham's grand father is not in a good state either. Saw him once during raya years ago. Hope his family is coping well.

Hais. Kay.

You begin to realize how fragile life is.

i want to see you in that lovely black dress. love.
 

two days M.C how about that. but i was looking forward for school. maybe if i feel better in the morning.
6 more months.

dear ily.

name calling is never nice.







tuesday suck. late for first meeting for fyp at 8.
early for second meeting, but found out that one of my group member switch to another group.
therefore no meeting. so i literaly chill at the library, i think i'm having frostbites.

now i'm waiting for idham to finish class so we can go jamming, actually i can't wait.
Cause me, idham and fai gonna make new originals. : ) we need to work, before i go away.

i want to tell you how much you mean to me.
but i can never find the right words to sum everything up.
i want you to learn to trust me, that my heart is only and only for you.
i want you to know that if you need me, i'll be there no matter where you are, i'll find you.
i want you to know i'll do anything to make you and my family proud.
i want you to know that i will never let you down, and if i do, i'll change for the better.
i want you to know that i miss you.
i want you to know that i love you silly.

star gazing
cycling
cable car
ice skating
dhl ( no longer in singapore.) damn
singapore flyer
 

it's their band original song. blindmeetsmute.

hate me. for playing our song.
we didn't even use the name Bmm.
We called ourself "Troy".

atleast call me a bastard, not bitch.
i broke your trust. 

hah. thank you for saying that.
i know where i stand.
all my time all my sweat
all my brain cells
is for the band.
and if you think otherwise,
trace back all the steps.
all the lyrics, all the melodys,
all the tunes. all for the freaking band.
none for sunset, none for myself.

i'm sorry.

my back is killing me lately. the ache is excruxiating.
It felt better when one dearest kinah massage it.
the best massage every la.. like all the "air" ache was pushed out. superb =)
thank you very nice =) .

but the ache is back. sian hahaz not as bad as the first day. wondering where my sis is. i need a massage pronto. =)

bmm gig tmr .

bmm is reinventing themselves.
this are the songs . new and officially new bmm.

- so you know
- Pretty sight
- Pathetic!
- Out of Control

i am 1/4 bmm
i miss my daily dose of milk =)
i lovelovelove kinah

woah, yesterday was soccer frenzy! hoo. sign up for this tournament last min, as in really last min, on the spot sign up. didnt expect to get Finals and win it hahaz ! k la happy ! but hmm missing something else.
but ya it was this street soccer thingy. got afew abang-abang body ( human-bears) and a bunch of really talented players so winning was the last thing on my mind.

twisted my knee thou . damn~


There'll always be sunshine
When I look at you
It's something I can't explain
Just the things that you do
 
to you. =)  

some one just farted -_-
smells like stale ramli burger.

hahaz k anyways, im pretty tired. Was finishing up AK's song. 
im not sure it sound that nice but ya, later dissapointed i die. lol
give me one more day to finish it =)

anyways, bmm can never jam together nowadays,
freaking upsetting cause i know we have the so called talent in us
just that we need to practice more, TOGETHER.

I wonder how is Myra doing.  I still owe her ben and jerrys ice-cream.

Ok, Kiinah is of to camp. lucky its a day camp.. hope she use the slipper I bought.
hahaz can exchange =p just keep the receipt =) Its Lunch now hope she eat. 
small tummy capacity hahaz.  =) i made a song for you too.. yours need more time
wanna make it perfect. =) m.y

k its lunch! hope the lunch lady wont rip me off again.

tmr tmr tmr
i hate exams! why didnt i go to rp!?
hahaz k back to studying. boring~


drinks
warmth
sweet cheeks
sweet lips

thank you. :)
youknowiloveyou

paranoid + anxious + love = ? 

thank you :) 
i wish i had more time :)
thank you :)

and u need sleep =)