astheniatheant

Sandy Pants.

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 15:42:24 GMT

Been raining quite a bit recently and I'm hoping for a sunny day tomorrow, intending to venture of to the unknown of old East Coast Park. Just feel like doing something relaxing before the school semester start, five more weeks after this two weeks of holiday vacation till i graduate. It's just too insanely fast don't you think? This running nose is irritating.

Oh well, as we get older i guess time seem to sneak by without you even noticing. Either that or the World is coming to an End!

Which reminds me, you guys should catch " The Day The Earth Stood Still" good movie, I won't say great because the ending is kind of a bummer. Wish there was more to it at the end.

Note to self: I'm irritating. Got that trait since Secondary School I guess.. I know I am.

Oh! bloody monkey City Music offering a freaking Sale! Expected it, they had the exact same sale last year but i did not expect the price of the distortion pedal to be slash by also half! Gonna drop by there to check it out if there is time tomorrow. : D

Happy Birthday Love, Thank you for the love you showered me : ) 14-December-2008.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SAKINAH BINTE KHALID SHUKUR.

youknowiloveyou

Aliff

How fragile life is

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 09:36:32 GMT

This is going to be a little morbid.

I just found out that my childhood friend mom, Hadi's mom passed away. Apparently she passed away going home from work, like suddenly collapse and Hadi was in camp when it all happen. She was all he had and now he is living all by himself in his flat.

Just imagine the only person you have left, the only person you can call as family, is gone. THAT'S FREAKING SAD LA.
I was shell shock when he told me, because she was around my mom's age. She took care of me and my brother once is a while when we were younger, when me and Hadi stayed in the same, Ang Mo Kio Ave 3 Block 211. I knew Hadi since primary one.

I can't imagine how he is handling this. Can't imagine how he is going to cope. I pray and hope he will stay strong.

Idham's grand father is not in a good state either. Saw him once during raya years ago. Hope his family is coping well.

Hais. Kay.

You begin to realize how fragile life is.

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 16:11:55 GMT

i want to see you in that lovely black dress. love.

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 10:39:42 GMT

two days M.C how about that. but i was looking forward for school. maybe if i feel better in the morning.
6 more months.

dear ily.

Eyes like stars

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 08:56:59 GMT

name calling is never nice.

tuesday suck. late for first meeting for fyp at 8.
early for second meeting, but found out that one of my group member switch to another group.
therefore no meeting. so i literaly chill at the library, i think i'm having frostbites.

now i'm waiting for idham to finish class so we can go jamming, actually i can't wait.
Cause me, idham and fai gonna make new originals. : ) we need to work, before i go away.

i want to tell you how much you mean to me.
but i can never find the right words to sum everything up.
i want you to learn to trust me, that my heart is only and only for you.
i want you to know that if you need me, i'll be there no matter where you are, i'll find you.
i want you to know i'll do anything to make you and my family proud.
i want you to know that i will never let you down, and if i do, i'll change for the better.
i want you to know that i miss you.
i want you to know that i love you silly.

star gazing
cycling
cable car
ice skating
dhl ( no longer in singapore.) damn
~~singapore flyer~~

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 16:08:13 GMT

it's their band original song. blindmeetsmute.

hate me. for playing our song.
we didn't even use the name Bmm.
We called ourself "Troy".

atleast call me a bastard, not bitch.
i broke your trust.

hah. thank you for saying that.
i know where i stand.
all my time all my sweat
all my brain cells
is for the band.
and if you think otherwise,
trace back all the steps.
all the lyrics, all the melodys,
all the tunes. all for the freaking band.
none for sunset, none for myself.

i'm sorry.

blind agony.

Tue, 27 May 2008 04:26:41 GMT

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

its easier if its the other way around.

Wed, 14 May 2008 10:34:51 GMT

my back is killing me lately. the ache is excruxiating.
It felt better when one dearest kinah massage it.
the best massage every la.. like all the "air" ache was pushed out. superb =)
thank you very nice =) .

but the ache is back. sian hahaz not as bad as the first day. wondering where my sis is. i need a massage pronto. =)

bmm gig tmr .

bmm is reinventing themselves.
this are the songs . new and officially new bmm.

- so you know
- Pretty sight
- Pathetic!
- Out of Control

i am 1/4 bmm
i miss my daily dose of milk =)
i lovelovelove kinah

slingshot effects

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 15:47:17 GMT

one day i'll make you proud. of what i do. what i've achieved.
things i do now is for you. and me.

music.
knowledge.

Cosmic Fart

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 06:27:54 GMT

Just Farted, the smell can send you straight to outer space . Must be the Nasi Lemak .

School starting soon. Actually i can't wait. I've promise myself that this final year i will work my butt off.
Hopefully its not to late for me to buckup.

Year two has been the most laziest version of myself! Well maybe when it comes to studying. Lost the drive?
Or is it because i didnt set my priority correctly?
Either way, will have to work at it. ONE MORE YEAR!

Blind Meets Mute is working on the upcoming gigs. Tighter and better than before i'll make sure that will happen.
Sunset Boulevard is, surprise surprise, gonna do another recording, but this time its under supervision of people in the music scene. Well the malay ones. Can't wait but EXPENSIVE! There goes my lunch money.
Gentle Giants may sound nice, but its like ripping off Giants Must Fall. Next Name Please.

Kinah has been working her butt off for the freshmen orientation. Go school monday to friday from 8 - 7!
Its like going to work but without pay! So im gonna go shopping with her as soon as i bank in my cheque later!
Well hopefully tmr i can teach her how to ride a bicycle haha.

Oh random. There is a small eating place at Ang Mo Kio Ave 10. The menu hahaz there is Roti Jhon and Nasi Black papper.

The Orang Panjang Contemporary Mat Dictionary

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 04:10:58 GMT

The Orang Panjang Contemporary Mat Dictionary

Gua [goo-wah] noun – What some mats and minahs use to call themselves. Similar in using “lu” when referring to others. A legacy that dates back to the times of Mat Rocks back in the early 80s.

A common trick that can be played on Mats is to ask them to translate the English phrase “Monkey Cave” into Malay. The mat will then say “Gua Monyet” (I'm a monkey).

Mat [mat] noun – To the rest of the world, the word simply means a Malay guy. But within the Malay community itself there is a growing disparity in consensus to its actual meaning. Popularly, it's used to denote a guy who converses primarily in Malay, as opposed to the more “English speaking” types. Favorites of the mats include tapered jeans, trucker caps and weepy Malay songs with sickeningly suicidal lyrics.

Matrep [mat-rape] noun – An extreme version of the mat. In addition to the usual mat accessories, a matrep will also come adorned with tattoos and matching body-piercings in weird corners of his body.

Minah [mee-nah] noun – An expression used to denote a Malay female. Derived from the popular Malay name, Aminah, which used to be all the rage some time ago. It was sort of the “in-thing” to name your daughter Aminah back in the 60s and 70s. In fact, legend has it that if you go to Geylang Serai market and shout “Hai Minah!” at least a quarter of the makcik population there is going to turn around and smile at you.

Picit [pee-chet] adjective – When a mat tells you to “picit” him, it does not mean that he is trying to be cheeky (or gay, if he is talking to a fellow mat). It simply means that the mat wants you to call him on his mobile. What were you thinking?

Relaksuah [ree-lek-soo-wah] adjective – Official slogan and life motto of the mats and minahs.

Sial [see- yal ] noun / adjective – A full stop in every mat's sentence. Eg: “Tadi aku nampak accident sial Rabak sial Aku tak bedek sial Kesian sial” Translation: Just now I saw an accident (full stop) It was bad (full stop) I'm not kidding (full stop) Poor guy (full stop)

In its purest form, “sial” means “jinx” but mats have refined the art of using the word to include it at the end of their every sentence. Also comes in the more polite form “siak” and “siul” for those who do not want to sound too crude.

Skank [s-kank] adjective - A favourite weird-looking dance performed by mats and minahs. Usually done at any of the various gigs that mats and minahs love to congregate at. At times, you do detect evidence of artistry in the dance but most of the time they just look like they've been possessed by the ghost of a restless retard.

Sowie [soh-wee] adjective – An expression of apology used by minahs. Commonly used in SMS and instant messaging. Actually they can just use the word “sorry” like every normal human being but minahs think that it will make them sound extra cute to deliberately talk that way.
Example : “I will be late. Sowie!”

Step [se-tep] adjective – To beguile, dissimulate or impersonate something or someone that they are not. Also commonly used to describe a fellow mat or minah who acts in an arrogant manner. E.g.“Kau jangan nak step tak tahu eh?” Translation: Don't you dare feign innocence in this matter. Can also be used as a gerund e.g. “stepping”. See next entry.

Step Jambu [se-tep jam-boo] adjective - What minahs do when they are sitting alone in a train and a group of mats walk in. It is a general exercise where the minah “controls” her facial muscles and posture in a way that would make her look her best. This would usually involve looking incessantly at her handphone for no particular reason.

Stoppit [setop-eet] adjective – A general expression of intolerance and dismay. When a minah uses this phrase, be very careful for it signals that she is about to lose her cool or get very violent.

hush

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 03:28:12 GMT

im tired.
wrecking my brain cells to cook up something special. something unique. something people would like.
its not fucking easy, and duh i know.

Isolation is one factor that is causing my sudden burst of insanity. Over thinking and over analysing when im alone.

Direction. Hopes. Dreams are not going to come through without effort.
Take a second and see where we are now. For myself, I'm not happy about how we are progressing.
You cant say im not trying and im not burning sleep for this. I am. Heart, time and sweat is into this band from the begining till freaking now.

Putting the effort is never easy, I've been guilty of not pulling my weight from time to time.

sorry .

tick tock

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 07:40:56 GMT

ain head ache have officially landed on my head.
and i think plus the 3 days of walking in the rain to buy lunch didnt help.

ahhhh.

oh saw aidil at work. turns out he work in this Lipo bulding as well. he cut his hair
so i didnt recognise him at first hahaz.
obviously he recognise me with my blue hoodie on.
hahaz i can get a lift to work for free. maybe haha.

words words words
time time time

kiinah =)

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 04:49:08 GMT

wow

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 05:59:05 GMT

woah, yesterday was soccer frenzy! hoo. sign up for this tournament last min, as in really last min, on the spot sign up. didnt expect to get Finals and win it hahaz ! k la happy ! but hmm missing something else.
but ya it was this street soccer thingy. got afew abang-abang body ( human-bears) and a bunch of really talented players so winning was the last thing on my mind.

twisted my knee thou . damn~

There'll always be sunshine
When I look at you
It's something I can't explain
Just the things that you do

to you. =)

Fart Meets Nose

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 04:08:40 GMT

some one just farted -_-
smells like stale ramli burger.

hahaz k anyways, im pretty tired. Was finishing up AK's song.
im not sure it sound that nice but ya, later dissapointed i die. lol
give me one more day to finish it =)

anyways, bmm can never jam together nowadays,
freaking upsetting cause i know we have the so called talent in us
just that we need to practice more, TOGETHER.

I wonder how is Myra doing. I still owe her ben and jerrys ice-cream.

Ok, Kiinah is of to camp. lucky its a day camp.. hope she use the slipper I bought.
hahaz can exchange =p just keep the receipt =) Its Lunch now hope she eat.
small tummy capacity hahaz. =) i made a song for you too.. yours need more time
wanna make it perfect. =) m.y

k its lunch! hope the lunch lady wont rip me off again.

Durian pls~

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 03:02:57 GMT

woah exams are over and im craving for durians!
oh and now i can run free hahaha. k not exactly,
im still having my attachment 4 weeks in! i wonder when is my pay coming?

K . Bmm need training! Urgently hahaz
Bmm updates

- Idham is improving, he just need to learn to find his sound.
- Fai have his creativity factor, but need to relax and hit softer to control his sound.
- Didi, needs to be updated and buy a new pedal or pedals.
- Ain, i forgotten how she sound like. She use to sound like Hayley but now more like Ashley
- Me, I cant find my voice still, need to be more creative with lyrics and finish up my half-way songs, be serious.
- We need to be more consistant and say what need to be said to keep em to ourself =)

k proceeding to my next topic haha

Im in love with a girl, who is simply out of this world.
With a quirly attitude and a silly sweet smile
that makes the blackest soul shine.
I love you now i love you dear.
I'll love you forever so have no fear =)

cheesy ? k maybe
True? very =)

k back to work. !!
i need durian.

redbull & coffee

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 15:40:00 GMT

tmr tmr tmr
i hate exams! why didnt i go to rp!?
hahaz k back to studying. boring~

drinks
warmth
sweet cheeks
sweet lips

thank you. :)
youknowiloveyou

gah gah

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 11:18:45 GMT

paranoid + anxious + love = ?

kelsey

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 14:59:37 GMT

thank you :)
i wish i had more time :)
thank you :)

and u need sleep =)

paper thin

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 07:55:42 GMT

a message that shook me , stun, shocked and i was refusing to believe the fact .

one simple sms make me mourn.

my friend died.
my Final year Project partner.
i may have not know him that well, but he was a sincere chap.
hardworking too.

amazing how fragile life is , and how sudden death comes.
moments like this make you wanna cherish those you have around you
and not hesitate to do what you wanna do in life. And not take things for granted

moments like this make you reflect and wonder, if you die tonight,
have you lead a fufiling life? are you proud of who you are and the kind of person you have been towards others?

freaking sad.

Abhijit,
passed away on the 5th of January 2008 at 7.30pm
From food poisoning and cardiac arrest.

memories remains.

cherish what you have
cherish who you love.

curry chicken satu!

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 13:55:21 GMT

today i ..

- went to town with my brother sister and dad.
- he treated us $100 each that mom gave him to take us out and buy clothes
- but first we went to far east to eat
-ordered curry chicken which i've been craving, but got wanton instead -__-
- Went to topman, finally got a decent pair of jeans
- the sales girl was friendly =p
- bro got a couple of t-shirts

- went to masjid at town, Al-falah
- solat asar
- went to starbucks
- caramel frap is nice
-went back to Al-falah to solat again

- then went heeren to buy my sis a pair of high waisted pants and converse shoe.
- spot novella
- went to factory outlet store, nothing much , but eyeing a vans t-shirt.
- walked to ps, visited yamaha and went home.

- miss that girl the whole day =)

good night people. tmr is another day =)
tmr going court again..

peace
aliff

undefined

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 13:42:28 GMT

its like u stepping on your own heart?
or when you get heartbroken
any one felt that way before?

its hard to cope.
its hard to hope.
but when you really want it that badly?
you kinda do everything you can.

sometimes i wish i can just scream
"choose me not him, me not him, me not him."
"go out with me not him, me not him. me not him."
"choose me not him, me not him, me not him."

but i dont
cause of the heart is something u cant force.
and i dont want to force it.
if it happen it happens.
its like from the side lines looking in
u can barely do anything , but to just be there =)
be there for you =)
-------------------------------------------
a kind and gentle soul
with a smile that makes you :)
neither diamond nor gold
neither gems nor rubys
can i treasure more
than i treasure you.

Sincerely
aliff :)

christmas

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 18:01:16 GMT

firefight two thumbs up. lead guitarist cant really hear.
drummer impressed me.

waiting 2 hrs at random places suxs. still end up alone. my faut partly phone died on me .
need to get one pronto.

peace =) im considered lucky =)

save us

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 06:58:22 GMT

i hope. i pray.